So I had court today...AAGH! It was the scariest thing...having to see Jason...luckily I had an amazing support group from the women's shelter...and they just surrounded me when I walked into the courtroom...I didn't have to look at Jason once. I got my order of protection...for the maximum amount of time...2 yrs. I do believe that by 2008, Jason will have moved on...thank god! =)
I was also ordered my civil standby so I was able to get my things out of the house. It was quick...and relatively painless. I had to make the hardest decision to leave the cats. I'm not living in a situation that would be comfortable for them, and the last thing I want is for them to be unhappy. In a way, I hate myself for it, but I honestly feel that I did the right thing. =(
Tomorrow I'm getting a storage space to fit all my crap into. I really don't want to have to pay an extra $40 a month, but until I have my own place, it will have to do.
Anyway, just trying to keep you guys updated. Take care! =)
~Ashy~
Hi guys! I know it's been forever...my life has been insane!
I finally got hired on permanently at my job and got a big raise...it was quite comforting...and it's nice to have that extra money!
I broke up with Jason, which was surprisingly easy. I was so emotionally detatched from him, that I'd been suffering from the breakup way before it actually happened. He went psycho on me, and now I'm having to get the law involved, but it's the best for the safety of my friends and family and me.
I have some new pictures, so I figured I'd post them. They're of me and my cats...unfortunately, Jason still has my cats, which is killing me. I haven't seen them in over a week, and I'm so lost without them. =(
Everybody drop me a line and let me know how things are going. I've been pretty busy, with school and all, but I'll try and make it a point to check this more often! =)
| TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey | |
| Name: | Ashton |
| Birthday: | June 5 |
| Birthplace: | Jackson, TN |
| Current Location: | Bentonville, AR |
| Eye Color: | Green |
| Hair Color: | Brown |
| Height: | 5'4" |
| Right Handed or Left Handed: | Right |
| Your Heritage: | Cherokee, German |
| The Shoes You Wore Today: | Some adorable high heels I got at Payless!! |
| Your Weakness: | hmmmm....I can't think of anything |
| Your Fears: | rejection, crickets |
| Your Perfect Pizza: | Pepperoni Lovers!! |
| Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: | Get through college with at least a 3.0 average |
| Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: | lol |
| Thoughts First Waking Up: | The snooze button is my best friend! |
| Your Best Physical Feature: | Eyes |
| Your Bedtime: | Whenever I make it, usually between 10 and 11 |
| Your Most Missed Memory: | I have two: being on stage and going to prom! |
| Pepsi or Coke: | Coke |
| MacDonalds or Burger King: | McDonald's |
| Single or Group Dates: | Single |
| Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: | Lipton |
| Chocolate or Vanilla: | Chocolate |
| Cappuccino or Coffee: | Cappuccino |
| Do you Smoke: | Yes |
| Do you Swear: | Yes |
| Do you Sing: | In the shower |
| Do you Shower Daily: | Duh! |
| Have you Been in Love: | Yes |
| Do you want to go to College: | I am going to college |
| Do you want to get Married: | Someday... |
| Do you belive in yourself: | Only when I'm acting |
| Do you get Motion Sickness: | Yeah, depending |
| Do you think you are Attractive: | Hell, no! |
| Are you a Health Freak: | No |
| Do you get along with your Parents: | Yes |
| Do you like Thunderstorms: | Oh yeah, they're great! |
| Do you play an Instrument: | Nope! |
| In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: | A beer here and there...shhh |
| In the past month have you Smoked: | Duh! |
| In the past month have you been on Drugs: | No way! |
| In the past month have you gone on a Date: | No, I don't go on dates anymore |
| In the past month have you gone to a Mall: | Nope, malls are way too busy. |
| In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: | No, but I've eaten some oreos. |
| In the past month have you eaten Sushi: | Nope, and I never will. |
| In the past month have you been on Stage: | No =( |
| In the past month have you been Dumped: | No |
| In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: | lol nope |
| In the past month have you Stolen Anything: | I've never stolen anything |
| Ever been Drunk: | Unfortunately, yes |
| Ever been called a Tease: | By some people, but they were wrong |
| Ever been Beaten up: | No |
| Ever Shoplifted: | No |
| How do you want to Die: | Peacefully and happy |
| What do you want to be when you Grow Up: | An actress...shutup, it is not stupid! |
| What country would you most like to Visit: | Ireland |
| In a Boy/Girl.. | |
| Favourite Eye Color: | Blue |
| Favourite Hair Color: | Brown |
| Short or Long Hair: | Short!! |
| Height: | 6'0 or above |
| Weight: | Anything as long as you're not chubby...sorry to be evil |
| Best Clothing Style: | Preppy |
| Number of Drugs I have taken: | Preferably none, but if you just tried it and got over it, that's fine |
| Number of CDs I own: | Too many |
| Number of Piercings: | 5 |
| Number of Tattoos: | 0 |
| Number of things in my Past I Regret: | Too many to count!! |
| CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! | |
Hi everyone!! Yeah, it's me...Ashton. hehehe Gosh, it's been forever. I just recently invested in a laptop and internet service of my own, so I'm free to browse whenever I please!!
I am starting college on Monday. I'm excited/terrified/nervous/happy. lol I'm majoring in Business Management and Administration. Yes, I still want to do acting, but this is a fantastic opportunity for me and I just can't pass it up. It's all going to be online...so when I get bored in class I can just blog. <wink> j/k
Everyone send me a note and let me know how things are! Ciao!
So I've been quite the procrastinator this year and finally headed out yesterday to endure the horrors of squeezing past hundreds of people to grab what was left of the department stores's stock of gifts. I wasn't brave enough for the mall...not yet!
I went to Target and Wal-Mart first. Jason kept coming up behind me so he ruined three presents! That was so annoying!! Finally today I got some peace because he has to work so I headed out again. I HATE TRAFFIC! I went to Hasting's (a music, video, gaming place for those of you who don't know.) and found a cd and shot glass that I knew he would love. Although we don't drink very often he always complains about not having one. While I was there I ended up picking out a couple of books that I knew my sisters would enjoy.
I was out of ideas and found myself heading toward Outdoor America because Jason is obsessed with fishing. I got him a gift certificate because he all ready has everything he wants...and then some. I figured he would prefer to pick out his own thing anyway! Phew! I'm done picking out his gift. Now he has to find a way to get me a gift...when I'm not around, although he has no car. Ha Ha Ha!! lol That's mean, huh?
Oh, I think I forgot to tell you guys about the newest addition to my family. Nala...a calico kitten...well almost cat. I got her about a month ago...and she was 7 months old then. It was hard to introduce her into the family at that age...it's a lot easier when they're only 6 or 7 weeks old. But everything's good now........3 kittens and a dog! AAGH! What's sad is I would take more. <wink> I work for the shelter with the Save our Strays group, and it's all I can do not to just bring everyone home. lol
I'll talk to you guys later!!
DMV Employees, PETA Members
Circle I Limbo
Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind
NAMBLA Members, Creationists
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow
Supermodels
Circle IV Rolling Weights
Libertarians, Scientologists, Objectivists
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled
River Styx
Militant Vegans
Circle VI Buried for Eternity
River Phlegyas
Qusay Hussein, General asshats, Uday Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands
Saddam Hussein
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement
Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice
True Friend
"Tell someone you love them today, you may not have a tomorrow."
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me....
Remember:
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying .
WE screwed up! "
I've learned....That life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned....That we should be glad God doesn't give us
everything we ask for.
I've learned....That money doesn't buy class.
I've learned....That it's those small daily happenings
that make life so spectacular.
I've learned...That under everyone's hard shell
is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned....That the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned....That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.
I've learned....That the less time I have to work,
the more things I get done.
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Well, there I was going through "My Yahoo", and there was a joke that was so irresistable that I had to share it with you! You'll love it!!
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Doctor Darren had slept with one of his patients and had felt
guilty all day long.
No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he couldn't. The
guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming.
But every once in a while he'd hear that soothing voice, within
himself, trying to reassure him: "Darren, don't worry about it.
You aren't the first doctor to sleep with one of their patients,
and you won't be the last. And you're single. Let it go......"
But invariably the other voice would bring him back to
reality: "Darren, you're a vet...."
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Two buddies were out for a Saturday stroll. One had a Doberman Pinscher and the other had a Chihuahua. As they sauntered down the street, the guy with Doberman said to his friend, "Let's go over to that bar and get something to drink." The guy with the Chihuahuas said, "We can't go in there. We've got dogs with us." The one with the Doberman said, "Just follow my lead."
They walked over to the bar and the guy with the Doberman put on a pair of dark glasses and started to walk in. The bouncer at the door said, "Sorry, Mac, no pets allowed." The man with the Doberman said, "You don't understand. This is my Seeing-Eye dog." The bouncer said, "A Doberman pinscher?" The man said, "Yes, they're using them now. They're very good." The bouncer said, "OK. Go on in."
The buddy with the Chihuahua figured what the heck, so he put on a pair of dark glasses and started to walk in. He knew his would be more unbelievable. Once again the bouncer said, "Sorry, pal, no pets allowed." The man with the Chihuahua said, "You don't understand. this is my Seeing-Eye dog." The bouncer said, "A Chihuahua? " The man with the Chihuahua said, "A Chihuahua? They gave me a f*king Chihuahua?"
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"See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time."
-- Robin Williams
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Once there was a bus with 37 people and everyone on there was ugly. The bus crashed and everyone died and went to Heaven. Saint Peter gave them all one wish before entering. The first guy said, "Make me beautiful." Everyone followed suit. When there was about 10 people left Saint Peter saw that the man in the back was laughing. He kept on granting the people's wishes to be beautiful. By the time Saint Peter got to the last guy he was rolling all over the ground laughing really hard. Saint Peter said, "What is your wish?" and he said, "Make them all ugly again."
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Little Johnny was in the garden filling in a hole when his neighbor peered over the fence. Interested in what the cheeky-faced youngster was up to, he politely asked, "Whatcha doing, Johhny?"
"My goldfish died," replied the boy tearfully, without looking up. "And I've just buried him."
The neighbor was confused, "That's an awfully big hole for a goldfish, isn't it?"
Johnny patted down the last heap of earth then replied, "That's because he's inside your damn cat."
joke(ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE'S ANGRY)
NOTE: When you are arguing with the woman you love, be sensitive, restrained...and don't say anything stupid. There are times your life just might depend on it. Read on:
1. "Don't you have some laundry to do, or something?"
2. "No, really, I was laughing about...this joke I heard one time."
3. "Ooh, you are so cute when you get all upset."
4. "You're just upset because you're caboose is starting to spread."
5. "Wait a minute, I get it...what time of the month is it?"
6. "Are you gonna cry? (Force lip to quiver mockingly.) Cry for your mommy?"
7. "You sure you don't want to consult the great Oprah on this one?"
8. "Sorry, I was just picturing you naked."
9. "That reminds me. Next time you go to the store, could you add 'giant cork'
to the shopping list?"
10. "Whoa, time out honey, Frasier's back!"
11. "Is there any way we could do this via e-mail?"
12. "Looks like someone had an extra bowl of Bitch Flakes this morning."
13. "Hey baby, if I want a lecture about commitment, I can get one from my real
wife.
14. "I could so use some oral sexual stimulation right now."
15. "Whom are you kidding? We both know that thing isn't loaded."
I'm just a girl
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